Now that the excitement from watching 'Lauren' has died down...
As exciting this Prentiss arc is, it does feel out of place in the show as a whole. The plot seems quite disjointed from the standard fare and, I admit, quite implausible at times. After 'Lauren' was done and over, I wondered to myself if I had just watched an episode of 'Criminal Minds' or a 44-minute version of 'Mission Impossible'.
At the same time, I am just left with this slightly hollow feeling that maybe I don't know much that is true about Emily's character at all. Which were the times was she only acting? Which were the moments was she genuinely herself? I do think that
Demonology, and perhaps
Minimal Loss were probably the only times that we saw glimpses of her true character.
Granted, she didn't get as much focus as Hotch or Reid does for the past seasons. But I had this perception of her as this secretly geeky, slightly awkward, sometimes overcompensating, hating politics and lies, kid-loving, intelligent, snarky sense of humour, strong, independent, and occasionally vulnerable women (sorry the extensive adjectives). Added to the fact that she is like Reid's big sister or young mother, sometimes like Rossi's adult daughter, Morgan's partner, Garcia and JJ's friend, and Hotch has come to respect her.
I'm trying to consolidate this with that of 'Lauren super-spy with secret life'. The characterization revealed of Emily throughout 'Sense Memory', 'Coda', 'Valhalla' and 'Lauren' is quite jarring. Although the writers didn't flesh out her character much in the past, I do agree this storyline doesn't actually give her much justice. Why all the guns blazing, spies running and secrets unraveling for a character's exit episode? The whole convoluted terrorist-spy-revenge-vendetta-undercover-big guns situation is quite unrealistic really...but hey, you could handwave off as 'just television' right? Right?
Maybe I'm just a little upset, and overanalyzing everything. Plus, with the high possibility of this storyline only shoved in this season.
I just wish that maybe, Emily's exit was done differently and more plausibly.
But what saved this episode and made it so heartrendingly awesome was the acting and the directing. It made me believe the emotions being portrayed on the screen, made the team's desire to save Emily so urgent and their subsequent loss of her so painful. On a much fairer note, the writing do have some high points in terms of showing how the characters were human with weaknesses (in the case of Doyle and Emily). I give kudos to the writers portraying Doyle as a realistic, motivated villain who is still a broken man, and not just a ruthless monster. Brewster really gave her best in this episode, and I really do wish more depth had been given to her character Emily in the past, as we had seen so briefly in only a few episodes.
Missing Emily already, actually.
EDIT: Was rewatching
Fear and Loathing the other day, where Emily discovers Morgan was a fellow Vonnegut fan and were discussing a line from 'Mother Night': "You are who you pretend to be...so be careful who you pretend to be." Looking back, that line really fits into the entire context of Emily's situation.